im so sad, i dont even know where to begin.
the man i love says he no longer feels the same way.
i was supposed to move across the country to be with him in four days.
im not going anymore.
im so sad,
how could everything i was ever sure about be so totally wrong?
who can talk sense into the man that i love so utterly deeply??
what am i going to do with myself?
how am i going to find the strength to re-tell the story time and time again as people wonder why im still here?
more importantly, what am i going to do with myself?
how am i going to hold back the tears as my heart breaks time and time again?
how do i stop the burning pain in my chest?
how do i sleep the entire night, and not lie there in total shock quivering with tears?
i love him.
i love him so much.
i still love him even though he made me feel like this.
am i stupid for feeling this way?
i love him..
i love him.
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