quality family time

if you have nothing to do at 7 pm on weeknights i strongly suggest you pull together your family, or college/university family (roommates) and watch wheel of fortune and jeopardy. 

almost everyday alaina and i, and sometimes sabrina gather together to watch these family shows. not only is this a bonding experience, we're getting smarter. A+

i always laugh at the commercials that air during these kinds of shows. like the clapper plus. 
clap on, clap off, the clapper. with a button you can push for those 'hard to reach' appliances. .. now, what confuses me with this product is that the whole point of the clapper is that you don't need to be around the thing you want to turn on or off... and in this commercial they show a lady sticking the clapper remote buttons on the wall. 

 its the start of christmas season in suite 2019, alaina and i are avoiding studying by watching how the grinch stole christmas.. classic.
and today we put up our christmas tree.. heres a glimpse
and please be aware that elf is on at 8 pm sunday. SANTA IS COMING!!!!
ho ho ho


over it.

this post is dedicated to all those who have pissed me off in an irreversible way. 
(unfortunately this seems to be an ongoing thing)

everything about you pisses me off. 
i wish there was a way for me to forgive, and forget, or just forgive, or just forget. 
but it seems impossible. 

you just breathing air disturbs me to my core.. 
really, thats not pleasant for anyone. 

clearly i just need to cut you out 100%.. which is hard. but i guess its the only way. 
so. to that one girl out there.. YOUR CUT. done. finished.

also a rant about the TTC. 
i have always had a love hate relationship with the TTC. 
somedays are good days, most days are bad days. 
.. im the kind of person who patiently waits for the bus to get to my spot looking calm and collected, but in reality im screaming in my head.. "DRIVE!!! I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE NOT DRIVING!!! MOVE YOUR ASS!! THERES NO ONE THERE, WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SITTING THERE, MOVE YOUR ASS!!!!"
im actually concerned that one day i'll actually burst out into screaming, and that people around me will be afraid.
my major problem with the TTC as of late, is that there are major inconsistencies.. nothing pisses me off more than inconsistencies.. if you're going to suck, suck hard all the time.. and ill figure out a way to deal with you. but whatever you do, don't fluctuate from good to bad.. i won't know what to expect, and that's where the problems lie. 

i guess thats where my problems lie in my real life relationships.